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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

heart don't fail me now

I don't understand why some people say that love is indescribable. It's so crystal clear to me.

when i'm in love i feel my heart swell up from my insides, like she's transforming into her own character. She dub-dub's faster because she wants to come out and meet this loved one personally, to whisper giggled thank you's for making her feel so happy and special. She then gets a little favour from my reflexes, to make me smile for no reason, usually without me even noticing it, and she makes someone's face appear in my mind all the time! The nerves she has to do this to me! She wants to tell everyone how we're feeling, the same way she dub-dub's to me when she wants to give me her opinion. and i know, she's always honest to me. There was this guy i met some time ago. Everytime i was near him, she'd scream nervously to me "LOOK AT HIM, OKOK, NOW SMILLEEEEEE!!"

i'm sure in a similiar way, most people should feel the same way i do when they are in love. so i don't understand why some people have trouble feeling it. It's as clear as a cloudless day to me

But sometimes when it seems that everything is going wrong, i might forget what my heart once said to me. i would forget what is love, or how it feels like. Feeling betrayed, she would shrivel up as if she is frail and old because she knows i've lost faith with her. and there would be this big empty gap in my chest where she once proudly was.

When she finally gets fed up with my moping, she hits me hard with a big ol' DUB. she hits me so hard that i cry. she hurts me back like how i've hurt her. But during her vengeance she wakes me up. She sees the opportunity to bring up his face again in my mind. And on his face she writes down everything she once said to me about love, so i don't forget.

Now she's beating in rhythm again. Her dance is strong and bold because she wants to come out and meet that someone personally, to tell him "i'm sorry, and i love you"

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